.*-Hey Everyone!.. We haven't went to school the last 2 dayz because of snow.. Which we actually have snow this time lol.. Although we have to go back to school 2mar tho.. I'm kinda ready in a way.. But then again I like stayin home.. Well yesterday Justin came over my house and brought me a cd to burn for him.. He had a hard time findin me cause the stubborn thing dont kno how to lissen to my directions lol.. I told ya the church was on the left, then u make all left turns lol.. Ahh atleast u made it here.. Your a site I swear.. Then today I went over to his moms house and took his cd back to him.. and he brought his dog Sammy out and showed it to me.. I had my dog Daisy wid me and he said she was 2 lovin lol.. Well im gonna get off here now.. Luv Alwayz..
**If love is not worth waitin for, then love isnt worth having**
Hey Everyone.. We didn't have school today.. It snowed last night but there isn't ne snow left now LOL.. So it was more like juss a day off.. Which I aint complaining.. Well today me and mom ran around all day in the truck.. We went over on Kingscreek (gawd i miss it over there).. Then I wanted to go see Justin.. So we went over to his house.. I talked to him for a lil while.. He was bein a retard like always.. Callin me warped.. and sayin I cant drive LOL.. Hey now Justin I made it in ur drive way 2 times wid out hittin ur garage thing.. So I'm good LOL.. I rly think my mom wants to steal ur cat haha*... I'm so gonna take ya for a ride one day and prove 2 ya that I really can drive.. But ne wayz.. I'mma get off here cause I gotta go wid mom to pick dad up from work.. I'll talk to ya'll laterz.. Luv Alwayz.
*Itz days like today that make living all the more fun** **Cant wait til I get my license then I can have dayz like today all the time**
Hey Babes.. Well today I offically got my own truck.. Itz a white 02' Chevy Silverado... Itz totally mine... I drove it off the lot at Cardinal Chevrolet today... I'm so excited.. Time has rly went by so fast... I get my license this summer.. I rly cant wait.. It seems like time is juss flyin by now dayz.. and I LOVE IT.. LoL.. Well I always told everyone that I would get a big ass truck... And well I have one now LOL... Im juss so excited.. But I will never have ne money to do ne thing ne more.. Cuz I will spend it all on my truck.. But oh well.. At least it will look sharp!... Well other than that.. I went to the boyz basketball game last night wid Tonya, Faye and Ash.. Let me juss tell ya it was awesome.. I have never had that much fun at a game before... and like we rly got into the game... it was totally awesome.. we so gotta do that more often gurliez.. well im gonna go now.. I'll write more later.. Buh Byez.. Luv Alwayz!
-Hey Everyone...Well let me juss say we laughed the whole night...I totally missed hangin out wid her...but we made up for it last night...Here is what went down...When I got there we hung out outside and took sum pictures...and then Sabrina started talkin about when me and Faye cut our clothes up...She said we were gonna be fashion designers LoL...Well then we went and talked on the computer for a while...and laughed forever...Then we tryed to calm hayley down because she was scared of being alone until midnight...But everything worked out alright...Those stupid phone calls haha*...It began to freak me and faye out 2...Hehe* Faye remember playin the Lord of The Rings video game...That was 2 funny...Then we watched "The Passion of the Christ" *tear*...Then we called "D" that was awesome...Cheese! and Swat!! I'll never forget those words LoL...Then I talked to Jeremy...All tho that didnt work out to well...I dont even wanna talk about it...But ne wayz...We juss watched Roseanna like 2 times...and those dang commerials lol...I had a blast wid ya faye...We need to do it again rly soon!...Luv Alwayz
--..Hey Babes..--...Well Tonya stayed at my house from friday until sunday...We had so much fun...I'll let ya in on a lil bit of the shit that went down...Well friday we came home and juss hung out, talked to Justin for a lil while on the phone and then Jon stopped by an hung out wid us for a lil while and then sumone came down in that damn loud mustang an woke up my dad LOL...Bad luck lol...Well then Saturday Andy came over and hung out for about 4 hours...Me, Tonya, and Andy watched juss about every basketball game on tv, played cards...and then Jon stopped by again and hung out wid all of us...Then Andy left and then came back wid wes later on brought me and tonya m&ms and kit-kats...It was funny...Here are a lil saying and stuff we did that was juss a lil inside thing that u all prolly wouldnt understand..."I hate that bitch" "Yea I kno she is such a effin poop stick", we laughed for a rly long time over this LMAO!...Andy said "Hey wat does P.O.D. stand for?" I was half asleep and outta kno where said, "Puddle of Mudd"...We laughed about that forever...Then I went straight back to sleep LOL...Steppin in dog crap, an smellin up andys car!...Sry about that Andy LOL...And lotz more of stuff has happened...I juss cant remember it all...It was a great weekend...Have to do all this again sumtime soon...Well I gotta go now...I'll talk to ya laterz...Luv Alwayz.
--Hey Whores...This shall be good...well first off im gonna tell ya what went down last night...I was up ashleys house and we went to the basketball game...here are sum good highlites...*snowball fights, running around the whole effin school, ash flashin us, hanging wid nick, andy, wes, and fig, then ash and fig separateing from the group (couldnt believe wes gave up the keys to the jeep) haha*...NO SEX damn...They soo would have if time was on their side lol...but time was on mine and wes's side haha*...Ashleys mother forgot us...So we waited in the jeep all piled in like a bunch of tards...Then andy called ashleys lesbo friend and tried to rape her LMAO!...Poor andy...Gotta love him...Then me and ash head off the hill almost fallin about 20 times...then we find a coat, it smelled...but it was a good smell...so we took it lmao!...We went back to her house and I talked to justin for like ever on the phone...and then ash talked to fig online for like eva and he was being such a total sweetie...uhh then today...we decided to move back home at isom...so we came here...and the first thing i wanna say is *Eff Jon Walters all to pieces* haha*...See me and ash tried soo effin hard to find his damn party...and well he sucks at givin details so...we ended up at a graveyard on a hill...might i add no one living was there but us LMAO!...Well then we went off the big hill on the other side and kept on walkin...ended up at Alex Williams house...Lookin up at his garage like a couple of retard weirdos lol...Ash was telling me about there big parties there a while back...Well then we saw Brian!...Oh might I add that the party that we didnt find...was at Mooses house...and we soo kno that place...ne wayz...then we talked to justin for like ever again today...and i rly came to the conclusion that i say his name more then ne one else in this entire world...Oh before ash gets the chance to tell ya this one...Im goin 2...I lied to her...but yet i turned around 2 seconds later and told i did lol...had to be here...Oh yea...and "I have had sex alot, since i was 3" what the hell?...She means 13! or did she? lol...nah..."When u poke it, it hurts" gaw ash...ur looney...Gawd this kid is killin me...more than one day wid her...and itz a total nutcase ur dealin wid lol...DUCKHEAD!!...that is so my word...no one better take it...or ill eff u up...and well...i dont kno...but yea...lol...Listening to the Dixie Chicks...Gaw we had a moment lol..."The Whitesburg Orgie Gang"...Thanks 2 Justin haha*...I soo love u lol...Welpz that about all the crazy shit i can remember right now...But im sure more will happen before we go to bed...so yea...ill write more later...Im gonna get off here and watch this effin movie wid this effin duckhead before she flips a wad on me...So i'll talk to ya'll later...Luv Alwayz.
-Hey Babes...If ne one knowz what it is like to love, it would have to be me and my gurlz...We have been in love...Some have fallen outta love, yet sum juss ended up wid a broken heart...I dont kno how ne one else thinks of love...But I think it is the most wonderful thing in the world...Itz more than juss saying "I love you"...You have to give it the meaning...Itz the late night phone calls, huggin up watching a movie, helping move houses, going out on dates, laughin at each other over silly stuff, making fun of each other and not gettin mad, and all those lil things that juss make your heart skip a beat...Sometimes I think back and remember the times when Jeremy would juss look into my eyes and my heart would juss melt...Looking back on what we had made me realize juss how much I did love him...I kno that I say if he came back to me I would have to question it...Well the truth is...I kno what itz like to have him in my life and I kno what itz like to have him walk outta my life wid everything I have...Itz not a great feeling...So honestly I dont think I could let him walk away from me again...I kno that he is engaged and I wont say that im happy for him like I said on here once before...But I do want him to be happy and if it isnt wid me then I cant rly change that...God only knowz what will happen in the future...I juss wish he would walk back into my life and pick things up right where they were...I'm not saying we had the perfect relationship...Because everyone knowz that a perfect relationship dont exist, but it was perfect in my eyes...Everything that I could have every asked for and more...I was talkin to a couple of ppl the other day and I asked the question, "Why did Jeremy walk into my life, if he was juss gonna walk right back out wid my heart in his hand?"...Well no one can answer me that...Cause no one knowz but the great lord above...I agree wid Ash 100% when she said that she would drop at daniels feet and hand him her heart and tell him to fix it...Ya kno babe if that would work I would 2...We have all had our share of hard times...But we have to remember all the good times that went along wid it...I wouldnt take back a moment of the pain Ive had lately...Because that would mean that I would have to take back all the good fun that I had 2...and I sure the hell aint gonna do that...Well I think I have made this long enough...Im gonna go...Luv Alwayz..
Hey Babes...Well I juss got home from the wrestling match...I went wid Hayley, Faye and Tonya...Gaw we had so much fun...Walking around the school at night haha* stopping to take pictures...Me and Tonya opening the school bus door gettin on the bus and sitten down then gettin out and trying to shut the door back...Didnt work tho lol...Trying to find Lances truck to put a note on it...Couldnt find it lol...Me about knocking Faye out wid my shoulder LoL...Gaw let me juss tell ya about this really hot guy that kept showing off in front of us...Haha* it was awesome...We sat wid Andy, Wes and Sam...Took pics together...Aww, Andy came to stand wid us outside in the cold...All of us jumping up and down "gaw ya'll are retard" lol...He gave Tonya his American Eagle hat lol...Welpz thats pretty much about it...But Im prolly forgeting sumthing rly stupid that we did...But oh well lol...Talk to ya'll laterz...Luv Alwayz...
Hey Babes...Today was juss a boring day...Nothing very fun happened today at all...I'm juss sitten here lissenin to "Crush" By: Mandy Moore...That song pretty much describes how I feel right about now...So i ya rly wanna kno then download it and you will find out...I'm gonna go now...Luv Alwayz...
**Sumtimes your heart wants to go one way but your mind is telling you to go the other**
Hey Babes...Well today was the first day back to school and it was actually rly fun...I was ready to go back cause there wasnt ne thing to do around the house ne more...I was ready to have fun and see my buddies...Well Larry Stidham (my ex) came to school today...He offically moved back and lives at Jenkins but he is gonna be goin to school at LCC...Well he came to my 7th period class wid Justin the feel of the school...Then like the whole class it was a site...Cause Justin and Larry put together is not a good combination...Larry tore almost all my feathers off my pen...Then started makin fun of me because of the way I say pen...Justin and me juss goofed off like we always do...Other than that nothing very new happened...Welpz Im gonna get off here...Buh Byez...Luv Always..
Hey Babes...Yet another all nighter LoL...Last night Ash came up and spent the night wid me...Might I add that she didn't get here until like 11pm haha*...Yea yea I kno...Only us!...Well we laughed our asses of most of the night...Talkin on the phone...Remember "c'mon letz have a threesome" gaw he is nutz lol...Talkin on the internet...Ash flirting it up wid all those ppl...haha* 2 funny...Me and Justin talked on the phone all night literally...We called and then he called back and we talked so long...I kept him up until almost 7...Then he had to get up at like 8...I love you tho lol...Remember "I got a craving" then u laugh and say "no I GOT THE CRAVIN"...We are soo horrible...But wouldnt have it ne other way...You wanting to walk to my house...I bet I could keep ya awake haha*...By the way Im gonna win that bet...Juss remember u bet me anything hehe*...Itz awesome and u kno it...Ahh last night was a blast...But i am gonna go now cause we have school 2mar and it blowz...and might I add none of my ppl are gonna be able to sleep 2nite...me and ash didnt get up until like 3 summin...but oh well...I'll talk to ya'll later...Buh Byez...Luv Alwayz.
Hey Babes...Turns out me and tonya stayed up until like 9am this morning...We talked on the internet to Ashley and Jimmy...It was awesome...Tonya remember "They are smugging" haha that was funny...Stayin up so late really plays wid our head i think lol...well that was a new years to remember...ill talk to u all later...cause im rly tired...luv always.
Hey Babes!...Happy New Years Everyone...I brought in the new year wid Tonya...I came up her house after I came back from my papaws...We had a blast we juss hanging around...Then me, her, manda, kev and her mom played a game it was awesome...me and amanda won...haha...but i called brian and left him a voice mail message cause he didnt have his phone turned on...but then i talked to justin on the phone for like ever....well i am gonna get off here and see what crazyness we can get into...might i add itz like 6:09AM...lol...luv alwayz...
Happy New Years Eve Everyone!...Well it isn't offically the new year yet but itz almost there...I hope this year is a whole lot better than last year...Cause to much bad shit happened last year...I hope this year is filled wid love and good luck...I guess we will juss have to see about that huh?...Well itz like 12:20am and I am on ICQ talkin to Tonya, Ash and Chels...I haven't slept but like 4 hours today...You dont even wanna kno the story...But ne wayz tonight after midnight Im gonna call Brian an wish him a Happy New Year cause I promised him I would...He is in Florida wid his dad right now fishin LoL...But ne wayz...Im gonna get off here and talk to my gurliez sum more...I'll write more late...buh byez...Luv Always.
Hey Babes...Well I juss tried to lay down and go to sleep but it didn't work...I was listening to "Here with out you" and it rly got to me...So I thought I needed to get on here and let sum things outta my head and get them off my chest...For starters I can say a million times that it dont bother me and Jeremy and Christina are engaged...The truth is it does...More than ne one will ever kno...I was layin in my bed thinking of all the fun times me and Jeremy shared together...There are soo many...I remember the first time Jeremy came to my house before we got together...He came in an mom had baked sum kinda chocolate cake and was tryin to get him to eat it...Well he finally did...Then he went over and sat on my bed and we were playing Mario haha*...I'll never forget that day cause it was the first time we ever kissed...It was juss a peck but I will always remember it...He went to get up and leave and I was sitten on the bed like right beside him and he juss leaned over and kissed me...Right then an there I knew he was the one I wanted to be wid...Then I had my b-day party and he came down and all of us gurlz snuck out and I remember sitten on the 4-wheeler wid him and he had his arms around me and I juss felt like nothing could be ne better...Might I add it was raining that night...But I didn't care...As long as I was in his arms I didn't care if it was hailing...The next day let me juss say we all looked like hell, well everyone went home but me and Ash...Well we were lookin out the sliding door and saw Jeremy and Paul go by in the truck...An I was soo hurt cause he didn't stop...Well as soon as I told Ash that he had turned around and pulled in my driveway...Gaw we looked like hell...Our hair was curly, had on pjs...and that was when Jeremy told me that he fell in love wid me...A couple of days later he asked me out...Then we went on our first date...Byron and Jamie went wid us...I'll never forget it...We went to Hazard an ate at a Mexican Restaraut then we went and watched "The Incredibles" (dont ask)...During the movie Jeremy leaned over and french kissed me...That was the first time we had ever done that...It was amazing...I still remember all the things we did 2gether...I couldn't write them all on here even if I tried...Here are sum things that I will always remember tho: November 24, 2004 (when we got together) March 18, 2005 (the best day ever), Goin to the Breaks of the mountain wid byron and jamie, all those fishin trips wid allen, hillbilly dayz (2am what were we thinkin), Our lil spots, seeing if ur truck would make it to byrons cabin wid paul, tyler, and me, goin to the va/ky state fair, all the times at school, the many long nights we had, 4am conversations, isom dayz...and many more that I juss aint gonna name...I made so many memories wid that boy that it isn't even funny...The funny thing is that I kno I wont have the chance to make ne more wid him...Cause now he has Christina...But one thing that gurl will never have over on me is all the things me and Jeremy shared together...I'm not gonna say that I'm happy for him because I'm not and I promised him that I would never lie to him so I'm not going to start now...I will always care about you more than you will ever kno...If you happen to be reading this I juss want to tell you that you mean more to me than ne one in this world and I would say you always will...Maybe sumday we will be back together and we can continue making our great memories again...But for now I'm gonna back off and let you do what ever it is that you are doing...Well I just had to get all that off my chest...Yea I have other ppl that I have feelings for right now...2 ppl in particular an i'm gonna try to deal wid that in my own way and if I happen to get wid either one of them Im gonna make it the best time ever...Both of you guyz already know who you are...I'm gonna go now cause this is long enough...Luv Alwayz.
Hey Everyone!...I juss woke up an itz 2:10pm...I didn't go to bed until like almost 3:00am this morning tho...I was talkin to alot of ppl on icq last night...Alot of things went on last night that rly blew my mind...By the time I did go to bed I had a really bad headache from cryin...Here is what went down...Well for starters my phone was fuckin up so like I couldn't talk to ne one but on here...But that is fixed now thank goodness...But ne wayz...Tonya broke up wid Adam last night, yea on Christmas...Rly sad...But I guess if she needed to do it was better now that later...Then me and Ash had one of our ever so famous crys we have together...I love dat gurl...In sum wayz we are goin through the same things and it is rly hard...Then I talked to Allen Sturgill on here and he told me sum interesting things...Also he told me that Jeremy is offically engaged...It broke me down...I started cryin so hard...But other lil things juss got to me last night...But things are getting better i guess...Buh Byez...Luv Always.
Hey!...I found out last night that Jeremy is gonna propose to Christina on Christmas...I dont kno why because they have only been dating for 2 months...But whatever...Here is how I found out...I was online and juss figured that I would search Allen Sturgill (I dont usual ever search ppl) well on his about it says that he is engaged!...Well u gotta kno allen before that would shock ya...I dont kno why but when i read that my heart sank to my stomach and Jeremy popped in my mind...Well I was talkin to Faye about it and she said "Is Jeremy still marrying that one chick?" and I was like "What the hell" and then she told me that Jeremys dad told her dad that he was gonna ask her to marry him...I would almost bet a thousand dollars that Allen had sumthing to do wid it...Cause I mean Allen is in engaged to Christinas bestfriend...Kinda weird huh?...I dont kno but Ash talked to Byron about it and he said that it was true...That Jeremy was gonna propose to her on Christmas...I dont see why Byron didn't tell me cause I would have rather heard it from him than the way I found out...But nothing I can do about it...I'm gonna go...Luv Alwayz.
Hey People!...I'm juss sitten here wid my whore lol...I love that gurl wid all my heart...I'm the slut and she is my whore lol...We have weird ways of talkin to each other but itz all good...Wouldn't change it for the world...Well one thing is for sure if I dont start saying "Safety" tonya is gonna kill me tonight (inside thing)...But ne wayz...Me and her juss got home from running around tryin to find her butthead boyfriend lol...i love ya adam lol...but we were runnin around the highschool like idiots lol...but ne wayz im gonna go find sumthing to get into wid tonya...write more 2mar and let ya kno what all we got into...luv alwayz.
Hey Everyone!...Mom, dad, and me went christmas shoppin in Virginia today...It was fun...The first time we all got out together and actually all got along...We bought alot of presents...Now it is really starting to feel like christmas time around here...Dad actually let me drive back from Virginia...Which dont rly happen that often cause he dont like riding in the backseat cause mom was wid us...But im gonna get off here...Buh Byez...Luv Always...
Hey Everyone!...Today I really feel like crap...and I dont kno why...For the past 2 dayz we have done nothing at school but taken our semester finals...I hate finals! and this year we have to take 2 a year...One in December and then another in May...How great....I'm really glad that tomorrow is our last day until after the new year...Im ready for a break from that place...I hate it...Im ready for summer already...But I got a while to go...I'm gonna go now...Buh Byez...Luv Always.
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-.sumtimes a smile says it all
*Feelin Great.
* SO EXCITED
*Pretty Good
*Tired
*Sex is needed haha*
*Too many feelings
*Been up 2 long
*in shock & heartbroken
*Feelin pretty good